Every breath

Lord, I pray, never let me step out of your light. Let my feet forever follow your path. Please. open my eyes to that I may see your light but I know, even if I should stupidly stray from the lighted path, you will always guide me back with your awesome greatness.
Lord, I miss you. I miss being able to commune with you. though, I now I will be able to worship (for how can I not?). I know that 'communion' has to do with talking with you, sharing thoughts; confidence in you; and that it means to fellowship, but I can not take the communion. I can not take of you for I know not if it would be right. I know not what I need to do. I considered talking to Dagget but was afraid.
I know that if I were forced to leave this place, that you would still be with me but I feel like these people help me. I am sorry. It doesn't matter for your will is what matters, if I should leave for asking for mortal help, I am fine with that. Please forgive me for I wish to do it via email, but, if through them you wish for me to talk face to face with them, I will, just promise, please, grant me the strength to say what should be said, better yet, please work through me with words for I know that would be best.
I am sorry for causing such trouble. I love you very much, not because of these things, but....Lord, you have been so kind to me; you've given me every happiness I have ever known, all of which I have been unworthy. I am sorry that you had to die for me because I have sinned. Please Lord, I wish to never sin again. I wish for you to take my will away and replace it with yours.
Lord, please never let me out live my love for you. please.