silly jenn

I shouldn't be like this. I should care this much about trivial things...things that others may consider 'silly'.
i let my self get upset over a game, it wasn't bad...it even had an amusing title..but...it hurt me. the very game...it..it hurt.
it was a muppet game where Ms. Piggy and Gonzo were villains. this bothered me...they were not meant for such. doing that to them...it..i felt like it was defeating the purpose of their creation. they were not made to..to make money. jim henson, at least to me, never was about commercialism. it...it hurt.
perhaps..perhaps it hurt because i've been considering much...I want to continue his work, i want to do something...something to bring peace to the world...i want to make a difference, make people happy, i want to be like him, like jim henson.
i've even been thinking of ideas for a show...even started trying to figure out how to go about it...i was thinking that i could check out what would have to be done for getting a show on pbs...i think that would be the best route...and i was thinking how i wouldn't even have to be paid...i mean i know i couldn't live without having a little money, but i was thinking i could do it as part time...like try to get a weekend show...and eve if i had to, i could do everything in my spare time...i don't care about the money, i just want to do what he did.
maybe i idolize him, jim henson a bit too much...i mean, my zeal would be better aimed at doing the Lord's work..but i thought i could combine the two, i mean what would be better at bringing peace, and love, and hope to the world if not the gospel?
perhaps it is silliness..but sometimes, sometimes even silliness can hurt.